Lies

"My life improved" - a lie,
I hate myself - I cry,
To kill my thoughts - I try
I'm waiting just to die...

Happiness had failed to come
I was once again deceived
While your gun was pointed at me
Your evil lies I had believed.

I'll dig my own fucked grave
Down there I'll find some peace
I want to wash your lies away
A rotten touch and kiss.

I lied to myself
Thinking I was on the way up
Now I have to pay the price
For the lies I didn't stop.

I'll be forever stuck
In this smelly fucked up trap
Self shame, your lies,
And a pale illusion of luck.

Human kind was bound to lie
I played the role of Eve
And in your lies I drowned again
As snakes climbed up my sleeves.

Garden of hell

I'll close up the window,
So I won't be able to jump,
I'll scream and shout in silence,
So my pain won't erupt...

I'll try to hold on,
To an unstable truth,
They'll say my scars are poisoned,
But they don't have a proof...

You're trying to change me,
Yet not doing so well,
So follow the path,
To my garden of hell ...

Light a candle, and follow the darkness
I'll emerge from my hell, surrounded by sadness...

I'll slaughter all the empty faith
Cause' its deceiving my youth
And into the Oblivion
I will dive from my roof.

You're trying to save me,
Yet in despair you dwell,
So pass through the entrance,
To my garden of hell ...

Light a candle, and follow the darkness
I'll emerge from my hell, surrounded by sadness...

Light a candle, and follow the darkness
I'll emerge from my hell, surrounded by sadness...

Light a candle,
Hold it tight,
It had all burned out
I lost the fight.
I was right.